2.17.2009

North Carolina...

Well tomorrow I'll be headed back to North Carolina... Just a week shy of the first time I went up there to see Jer.. The army is having a memorial for him.. It's all too bittersweet.. I used to get so excited to go up there.. Now I don't really have any feelings.. I'm happy to see his brothers bc they bring me a lot of comfort.. But, I know I'm going to break down when I see all of the things we used to share up there.. We will be going to Wilmington so I can show the fam all the places we enjoyed together.. If you've seen my myspace pics, I'll be retrieving that decorated dollar from the bar...

Last weekend was really tough.. But I know he was with me the whole time... And he'll be my strength on this trip as well.. ♥

2 comments:

leah said...

oh erica. i will be thinking of you and jeremy...

Suzie Home-Maker said...

Be strong! I love you very much! you are in my prayers